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Oooooooohhhh maaaaaaaan......

So the roommate came home with this huuuuge bag of weed tonight and we split it because he wanted to and I was really bored and I think that a movie like Joe's Apartment needs some sort of help to be worth watching. It was definitely worth watching tonight.

I used to have this friend who was a girl, until I visited her at college and we sort of slept together so she was more than a friend for that night but then I went back to my college and we went back to being friends. We were never quite as close as before I went to visit her, but I guess that's just life. Anyway, she told me once that she keeps a diary, and I asked her how she could stay with it for so long, since I'd tried once or twice but could never keep interest. She said to me that she actually keeps two... one for everyday shit and another secret diary for nights when she comes home fucked up and horny and totally lays out all of her sick and twisted deep dark fantasies into this diary. I asked if I could read some once and she said No Way, so I knew I was in there, which ultimately led to that weekend when we hooked up.

So is this the part of my diary where I lay down an evil fantasy? I don't think my fantasies are that evil or that interesting. I guess hers went on for pages with like storylines and shit. My fantasies don't have storylines... they're like two seconds long and really close up and loop indefinitely while I get my schwerve on. I think they work better in my head than they ever can on paper, so I don't think I'll write any down tonight. Although I'd still like to read hers, even though she's in like Japan or somewhere now and has probably ripped out the pages with me in them. Naughty girly.

It's funny how things that look stupid normally all of a sudden completely captivate you when you're really feelin it. My roommate has all these lame black light alien posters and this huge alien head that glows. I look at them every time I go in there and pretty much every time I tell him how stupid they are. Tonight though, it's like they were talking to me. They looked so... cool. Especially the head.


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